Monday, August 17, 2009

love

please, can someone explain this to me?
my boyfriend and i recently broke up
after a year-and-a-half.
the last few days
i've been having conversations about love
with an ex-boyfriend
and friends
been saying i'm not sure if i can fall in love
not sure if i believe in it
and other things along those lines.
today i was walking through the city
and saw "paper heart" was playing at the angelika
(been wanting to see it, but i didn't know the premise...
i only knew that michael cera and charlyne yi were in it)
turns out that it's a documentary-like film
about a girl who doesn't believe in love,
doesn't believe she can fall in love
travels around interviewing people about love
starts liking michael cera
but then they break up.
fates, what are you doing to me?
and what are you trying to say?
i guess the fact that i'm not alone
in my thoughts
and questions
is comforting enough for now.
i really miss someone from my past right now
and he says he feels the same way.
maybe we really are meant to be connected
in some way?
i'm not sure.
but it's a comforting thought.
we always used to say that the fates brought us together.
maybe we weren't wrong.
maybe we're meant to be friends?


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Keep your head up, and just roll with it. If you both want it, then it will happen...But only in it's own way and time.

Something that cn't be forced, I've learned that through not wanting to be alone and rushing things with someone from my past.

Blah, this comment was just supposed to say that you're not alone and to keep your head up. :)